Words.

Those things or words that I did or say to you everyday.
I won't do it if I'm not into you but you didn't realize it. I shouldn't do all those things to you cause you are not mine.
But I did because that's what my heart wanted me to do. I stop doing those things after I did my confession cause I was afraid, you might feel awkward, deep inside I'm dying to keep doing all those things to you. Actually, I still did but I did it in silence as in silence there's no rejection.
If only you knew how I deeply miss to say those words to you. =(
I hope she will do those things to you but in her own way in order to replace the emptiness that I've made. =.=
Haih penatlah speaking. Hmm, bila semua jadi mcm ni,ia buat Ara rasa, Ara patut pendam semuanya, so Ara masih boleh buat apa yang Ara dah terbiasa buat tapi Ara hanyalah seorang manusia biasa yang mempunyai perasaan dan mampu merasa sakit. >.< Untuk memendam dan selalu menghilang kerana perlu menanggung rasa sakit kemudian memberi alasan yang tiada kena mengena dengan yang sebenarnya bukan diri saya. Lebih baik saya jujur dan mendapat sedikit ketenangan tapi sumpah sakit jugak sebab untuk jauh dari awak, hanya Allah yang tahu apa yang saya terpaksa rasa dan tanggung sekarang ni. =.= Tapi awak jgn risau, saya okay(tipu sunat). Semoga awak bahagia dengan dia. =)